wow.

i have so many mixed emotions in me all the time that i feel like i'll explode.
instead, i just stay up all night.
i've had about an hour and a half and as much as i plan on going back to bed, i know it won't be quality sleep.
i dread going to bed every night because of how hard it is to actually fall asleep. and lately i've had dreams about cookies and cake and pie. really with that? i must be stressed.

well, i'm stressed and scared and excited and anxious and tired and about a million more things.
basically, i'm cho chen in harry potter and the order of the phoenix when hermione has to explain to ron and harry all the emotions she's feeling and then ron says that no one person could feel all that at once.

yup, i just made a life comparison to harry potter.
gotta love it.