the things that i do now that i am in new hamphsa

so i'm working at movie gallery now, what a step up from blockbuster, huh? the management seems to actually do their job which is a breath of fresh air. i enjoyed the responsibilities i had at blockbuster, but i was sick of the company.

i'm freaking a little about portland. i'm hoping everything works out, i just can't seem to figure everything out and i don't want to become a burden on carolyn and liz. although they are being awesome and supportive and open to me coming, i don't know, i just feel like i'm causing trouble.

i've watched more tv in the last 4 months then i ever thought possible. i even watched the whole first season of gossip girl in like a week and a half. and it's a TERRIBLE show. and i'm hooked on intervention again and i basically go between comedy central and a & e. and i've re-watched basically all the reno! 911 episodes which are BRILLIANT. i want to be a part of something like that. so baaaaaaad. i have enough talented/funny/ridiculous/offensive friends, why can't we all just get together and make a show that will blow everyone's minds all over the place? huh? why?

i'm also becoming more and more obsessed with paranormal stuff. it's always been something i've been fascinated by, but lately i just want to read/watch anything that i can. i LOVE paranormal state and i'm trying to watch all the horror movie classics that are more about messing with your mind than they are about grossing you out.

i'm trying to set goals for myself. like writing more often and budgeting and other things like that. i hope i can get to portland. pray for that please. i need to get to portland.