so i've had a lot of time to do nothing the last couple months and it's been grand, but it also makes you think wayyyy too much all the time.
i bought my plane ticket. it leaves at 8:10 from manchester, new hampshire and arrives in portland, oregon after one short changeover in baltimore at 3:55 pm. and then it's all up in the air. i just need a lot of prayer and happy thoughts that things are going to end up ok. i'm terrified right now, but i just feel like this is right.
i had to say goodbye (once again) to the loves of my life today which was easier than it should have been. this seems to be a yearly ritual where we all are together for a few wondrous days then must be violently seperated for another year. we were able to create some new classic moments, though, which is wonderful. i don't understand how i am so blessed with these people who love me completely and unconditionally. i don't deserve them. they are the greatest people i know.
enough with the mushy gushy blah blah blah. :P
tina fey won 3 awards tonight and i wanted to cry (but didn't) and her speeches were so great and she's wonderful and i want to be just like her. i hope that if i ever meet her she's not lame. as much as i want to be her. or her personal assistant, i think that it's better if i never meet her so that she will always just be some sort of higher being that i achieve to be more like everyday. (i'm exaggerating my idolization people. i love her, but not more than jesus. i promise.)
so i guess it's getting a little late and i should go to bed, but i'll probably spend at least another half hour trying to see if britney's new video posted.
it's the pop culture addiction.
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