egads!

my trip is only 35 days away. i have been feeling more terrified than anything else lately. i have to admire car so much for heading out to portland with less than what i'm there with. it's nice to know that i have a pretty large foundation out there and a place to work. i just wish the whole place to live scenario would work out, but i'm sure something will find us. i hope it's this cute little house in sellwood. that would be nice. :)

i've also been wondering a lot why we care so much about celebrities' opinions on politics. they're on the same level as we are when it comes to this stuff. they know about the same (or less) information than we do, why do we care so much? why can't an awards show be an awards show? why do political opinions have to be expressed and why to we care? it's one of those great mysteries. i just hope people will be smart and not follow hollywood blindly because hollywood is severely flawed. it's just dumb. and it's hard for me to trust a candidate who the media and hollywood so freely take it up the butt from. BE INFORMED. don't vote one way simply because the newspapers and sharon stone tell you to. that is all i have to say on that.

yes, i broke my political silence, but i figure it's time to stop being sorry for what i believe in. so everyone can suck it. :P

i miss my brother.

the end.