Just for you. :)

So Christmas happened.
It was actually pretty awesome. I got a really nice package full of happy things from my mom and dad and my roommates and I got each other some pretty sweet little gifts. It was great to have a traditional Christmas morning since I was missing home so much. I also got a little something from my brother and sister in law and it was really sweet.

I also had a customer come into Hollywood and give me cookies and a book. It was so nice and so like Portland.

I like Portland more and more everyday. I get to start improv class next month and STELLA is coming to Portland which is awesome.

My roommates are two of the best people in the world. I think we are all settling in and living together really well. I'm also about one paycheck away from getting back up on my feet and able to take care of myself without the help of my roommates. It will feel good to be a real life adult finally.

I miss my family and friends so much, but I'm hoping that some will come out and visit me in the next couple months. It will be delightful.

Cry Baby

Researching on the internets is hard to do sometimes.

I'm still finding it really hard to get going everyday. I dread having to get dressed and go out into public. Once I'm wherever I'm going, I'm totally fine. I just like being home in my sweatpants and not caring about anything. I like it a lot.

I also hate riding the bus. I hate it.

But I do love Paul Simon and Janis Joplin and The Beatles. At least they remind why life is good. :P

I hate that I can't be with friends who are going through rough and confusing stuff because I'm in oregon.

We have a christmas tree and it's really cute and we have decorated the whole house and it looks really nice, but it's not home. and i miss home a lot.

but i do really enjoy my roommates and the people i have met here so far. it's fun to be at the theatre and it's not bad at work, i just miss the people i used to spend everyday with. i miss having my best friends 2 minutes away from me.

but that's life. and i know it's getting better. i just miss what i had to leave behind.

So

I almost always dread going to work.
Not that I dislike my co-workers,
Or most of my customers.
Or the actual work.

Just the fact that I have to take a shower, get dressed, go outside, then work, it's just...i'd rather stay in bed all day.
Or just watch Big Love.

It's hard accomplishing anything when it's so dark and gross outside.


I still desperately need a good long hug.

Glen Baxter is my new favorite artist.

Need I explain any further?

Really?!

Andy Samberg and I are totally fighting right now.
Ok, so I laughed at the digital short, but was horrified all at the same time.

I need a dresser.

And a hug.

The end.