Back to New Hampshire

So I am currently back in New Hampshire with the family trying to figure out what it is I want to do with my life. Sometimes I wish things would just figure themselves out and I would never have to be proactive. But alas, thinns do not work like that. It is good to be home and to see my brother who I always miss lots when he's not around. It's awesome to finally be at an age where we may not disagree, but we still respect each other and are genuinely interested in each other's lives. It also gives a lot of hindsight to high school when I thought he was my worst enemy, and actually, he looked out for me and was pretty much always there for me. I hate that he has to go back to Iraq.

Saturday is going to be a big day. My whole family (well at least immediate) is going to be together for the first time in like FOREVER. And it's just going to be so great to spend time with all of them including Ally and Marissa!!! SO EXCITING.

And as October comes closer, I hope to have everything worked out. I still freak out about money, but I just have to have faith that it will come, and if it doesn't, then I'm not supposed to move out to Oregon.

But I really hope it works out.